Thursday, October 27, 2005

Sacred Amazonic

It rarely appeared, only when it was called. But that was the problem, I forgot to call it, and I forget this often. However, as the trees are eternal, so is the moment sacred.
And eventually all elements of justly undirected denial redeemed their essence, then and where we bared our souls. All lives unwound into regressed images of our youths, all the while we retained little recollection of our dire situations. Still, there was an unrecoverable element which remained there, slowly ascending in the early sky, without our acknowledgement.
My feet in the silent pool, I was just thinking about this and that and all about, but really it was the attention centered on the moment. All around me slow steam made it's way upwards, glamoured by the rays of the renewed sun- recurring moment- yet I forgot about the unlimited bounties the grinding keystones of my life furnished me and I dared deeper. All forgotten, lying in the emerald river that we created amongst destroyed empires and crushed pillars of inconsequential conventions, there was one meaning that simultaneously escaped us and still retained an influence over us. There would undeniably always be that which kept us lying calmly on the lit ripples, phosphorescent blades in the amazonic river which pulled us inevitably towards it. It.

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

Shoganai

They always went and came, along the sweet beds of the slowly decaying autumn. Opaque cheeks and powerful youth, memories to be made in the midst of life; it's mysteries, it's crimes, it's pains -led by our own hands- and really, it never seems so absurd but there is a hidden side. Whether it be searched by the Philosopher, the Prostitute, the Teacher, the Healer and all of Humanity's obscure excuses, it remains present in our mind. Present, yes, but never in focus, like the cold and hopeful morning clouds who have looked at us, never criticizing but always an inspiration. It is, essentially, a life for memories to be made, for suffering to etch its' silk across our now cleansed skin.

Static glances, mild looks of contented harmony. Masks of white, red and purple with deep blue eyes. You smiled and all I heard was silence; you laughed and my excuse for sight was the temple of your soul. White linen glistening on steaming roman ponds, there is no tongue able to describe us. Above everything, above the birds, above the snow, above the rain, above the coldest winds what we have lived is far beyond the scope of life. Ideal at it's peak, with only one element of our conjugated existence higher. Momentarily, I forget to exist.