Friday, December 30, 2005

Jealousy?



I believe that jealousy comes from our fear of being average: it's not about having the best things, at which instance people would be personally driven towards ever-higher goals, individually (and never in comparison) to others' goals. Essentially, I believe that our shortcomings, peu importe les circonstances, make us vigilant against other people's successes.

Painting

http://www.toothpastefordinner.com/061105/hey-jealousy.gif

Saturday, December 24, 2005

Bodyshots blues

Incredible, it seems, but portraying historical and tragic characters is what this generation excels in, tainted by our acutely misplaced -and pornographic- lifestyle. Admidst differences we are amature replicas of what seems to be, of what should and always will be.

I, hopefully for my sake, represent the fanciful, meandering youth; my greatest fear is that one day my facade breaks down before I can die with my pride.

Monday, December 19, 2005

As you already know


I have the distinct feeling that I'm not the protagonist of my own life. I am, rather, a secondary character described with barely a few sentences, and my life ends when the reader continues on to more important - and interesting - topics.

Saturday, December 17, 2005

In the heat, I got myself to meet.


Writing my dissertation for admission to university, I was looking up for gnarly, and as I shuffled quickly through the pages I stumbled on, respectively in order, Heterosexual and Incognito. I think I should come before H.
"Craving sends me crawling, oh beg for mercy does it show? A vacancy that's full of holes, hold me please, I'm feeling cold."- RHCP, Warped

Monday, December 12, 2005

Sound asleep in Euphoria, TX


I think the reason why anticipation is always better than the actual event is that we always find ourselves unchanged after it happens.

Sunday, December 04, 2005

Parts-Ensemble theorem, abstract

Imagine circumstance A. A can be any circumstance, and we admit that A follows certain laws, which follow knowned physical ones. A can a be tri-dimensional environment with normal time and normal effects. It is possible, by determining the value of ENSEMBLE A and by labeling all the possible elements of A, to then break it down and establish the relations from one to another. It is also possible to create an appropriate model to conduct a census of all the possible components that A may theoretically have, and is always arbitrary. We also admit that A is logic, in the cognitive sense of the word.
For instance, imagine a bullet traveling in the air. By determining what exactly is the resuling effect, it is possible to determine the effect of air on the bullet by adding all the components except Aair and isolating Aair from ENSEMBLE A.
Note that A can be alternatively be illogical and unreal, to the extent of being impossible, as long as no value in parts or in sum of A is equal or equivalent to infinity.